“There are so many fragile things, after all.
People break so easily, and so do dreams and hearts.” 
― NEIL GAIMAN,
 Fragile Things: Short Fictions and Wonders


INNER CITY STORIES

So you wanna know what depression feels like?
Every second you wanna know if you're still alive inside,
While your mind is telling you to just die
And you feel like you're drowning while you're still at low tide.
Your mind keeps asking why are you still alive?
Jump off that ledge and take the dive!
And pray to God that you'll still be all right,
When you look up at a disappearing sky.
 

So you wanna know what depression feels like?
Depression is like a war on your mind,
It's either you win or you die.
Your mind keeps telling you a bunch of lies and you choose to comply.
In a blink of an eye your mind and you no longer see eye to eye.
Your head starts hurting and begins sounding like the Fourth of July.
Your whole body begins to electrify.
The only thought in your mind is suicide.
 

So you wanna know what depression feels like?
You feel like every second will prove your doom.
Like your trapped alive in a burial tomb.
If you had a gun in the room you’d put it to your head

All everyone would hear is a loud kaboom.
Now you see yourself in an emergency room.
 

So you wanna know what depression feels like?

The truth is, you really don't.