INNER CITY STORIES
Ya see life for us wasn't always great
It seem our whole life we've been with the state
Food stamp livin day to day
I remember we had a skateboard but didn't even know how to skate
Ya see life for us wasn't always great
I remember in 4th grade when we thought we seen magic cuz-a-some nice trees, pretty birds, and an old man growing cabbage
But ya see you and me never had many friends just a lot of girlfriends and girl friends
And I can't forget when we liked Gabby and kissed Rene
Maaaaaaaan we cherished that day
And ever since then we always wanted to go out and play
But do you remember when we moved to Thomas Street?
Our own first room and a big box T.V.
We used to watch Ni Hao Kai Lan on repeat DVD
Everyday eat then go to sleep
But do you remember when mom left & we thought she would come back? we thought her & dad would live happily ever after
(HA) we were young and dumb but when we found out the truth we were wrecked like a natural disaster
So ya see life for us wasn't always great it was sad it was bad and at some points it got us mad
But what else could we be? ya see we seen knife to throat, guns pointed and our dad get arrested
We accept him, but did he accept us?
When we were born he wasn't even there he thought we weren't his sons
Ya see life for us wasn't always great
BUT WE FOUND A WAY!!!!!!
Yes we found a way and at first it was rap
Yo check it one time to get this message straight, bars what i'm givin havok what i'm livin, we found ourself inside ourself and we were only children
But ya see life for me started to get better
Pencil to paper
Writing raps letter by letter
Then I wrote stress, started out as another hot 16
And then I remember my teacher said we needed a poem for a poetry slam
I mixed and mastered my bad disasters and when I found poetry
All my poems from then were a success
Ya see poetry was the best
It was the best way I had to express my stress
Cuz ya see my life was a mess
Quickly god stripped me from better to worse
Reaching for a way was like being in a desert dyin of thirst
Ya see quickly I became angered with my family and with god
Ya see life for me was hard, na na na ya see, I had to keep pushing and pushing to become a man
My grandmas in a wheelchair so I guess she’ll need a helping hand
I was alone with no friends
She would play oldies like they were my jam
Like Luther Vandross, this house is not a home when daddy's not home and sisters not home
Just like that chair is not a chair when no one's sitting there
Ya see I was alone I felt trapped, I felt lost
But once more I sat and I wrote and I wrote and I wrote
It was time I boarded the boat
This was only the beginning, a flood was coming, a flood of life's problems
I gotta figure out how to solve em
So I wrote and wrote and wrote until my hands were numb
But ya see life isn't great
It's what you give and take
Destroy and create
Life for me wasn't always great
But this message helped me find life in another day